Okaay, I've messed this up big time! I love him and i lied to him so that this guy, one that i did "stuff" with months before we even met, wouldn't come up in conversation. Yet he went out of his way to find out i was lying. I stupidly lied and i got hurt. My lie hurt me. He wont talk to me, answer my texts, my calls or what ever. I sat here crying my eyes out. All because i lied to try not to hurt him and i hurt myself. It's funny how that works really isn't it. Kind of strange. I hate myself so much at the moment. It's not Fair, why do i always mess things up like this, seriously :( Okaay, well i don't know what to do. I love him so much, my mates are saying give him time, give him space, but last time i did that we both ended up nearly committing suicide! So yeah, not to good. I do not know what to do :( Help Me Please!
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